Mohabbat

I have missed you a lot. I am unable to live my life like this. I don't know how to get you back. I miss you a lot, my girl. I wish Allah had listened to me before taking you away. You were my single thing in this entire world which i knew that will stay with me forever. I am so lost and every day i get worst and i have no idea, how long i will be able to handle it. I am down to nothing babe, I don't know how do i get in touch with me you. I just need you to talk to me. The silence in this last year since you passed away is maddening. I am nothing, without you. I just love you with all the life i have inside me. I miss you like crazy.

What do i do in this life? Babe, every single thing hurts. I need you badly. I just want to talk to you, live with you, die with you. You are gone, and i am not able to see far, all i am doing is buying time maybe you come back. I don't know what do i do. Please come back and help me out as you have always done.